Happy Moo Moo Year

Yup! the mouse had pass, now here come the ox. All the people roaming around with new year, new start, but for me is just another continue episode of my life with same old look just fat a bit already, stress and same target which i cant get there because of limited guts-_-. The whole week was an extremely tired visiting Marathon. Every minutes and sec counts until my sleep and rest also being taken T.T. But after the marathon i did`t come back with empty hand, i bring alone my friends and family future together, this is lucky year for me. My family population had increase, and i have this uncle title carry with me now, that mean i had grown old...haizzz. As for my friends, after one gathering i only acknowledge that my friends numbers cannot fit with 4 vans-_-, next need to rent a commercial bus. But journeys with friends was very fun and bring back the nostalgic moment when we still at high school^^. Now, when i alone and writing this blog i miss one that today is her special day, her birthday, what i can do now is just wish her happy birthday nothing else-_-.

Happiness Around The Corner

Not much happen lately, just normal brain and ears washing. Everyone have been busy for there things, me myself also being burden by tons of assignments and and project stuff not that why my blog were silence awhile. Cny is around the corner, that mean a long journey and very very tired journey await me T.T. My emotion lately are not easy, the cause for it maybe i felt myself.....how to put it in words......erm.....put it this way, you want to try to help someone to lighthen their burden and stress but idealess to do it. Maybe the prefect words for it is useless. All i can do is to give moral support -_-. Maybe i didnt fit to to be her speacial one. The cny event in my university had ended. The event was a joker, we were promise with a fantastic banquet well we enjoy the show the prepared for us but the fantastic banquet became our dailly food we suffer for each sem only batter a bit -_-, i m not the guy who really care about the money for the food but this is out of the question.

One of Those Days

Yesterday was a joker, where i have to wake up early in the morning, pass all my big and small motion, dress up and i went you to class in full spirit. But in the middle of my journey to my lecture, my classmate travel the opposite the direction of mine. One word for this situation 'Disappointed'. Next, i found my body were convert to islam and i was taught to breath with stomach instant of lungs so you wont lose o2 amount-_-. But the joker for the day did not happen in the day light, When i was ride in my iron horse, i stuck my front wheel in the my ride mate on his back wheel when he rush turn in front of me, not his fraught just my horse not in condition-_-. i only suffered minor injuring but my horse head was twisted but is was ok.

Nonsence Day

Early in my yesterday morning i was thaught to talk with the wall which i found extremely......i cant find the write word for it-_-. On top of that i was directed to prepare a song for me to sing in front of dozen pairs of eyes where the feeling will be worst then you past big motion without toilet paper and water. At the end of the mind torture, physical torture begin, for the whole day i need to travel from hostel to lecture and to hostel about 3 times because those brainless idiot dunno how to do their do job to make a nice schedule. By the end of the day i found out that someone i care was not well and i cant do anything about it. The only that i done was just advise and moral support. i feel myself like an idiot.

A Head Start

Early in a sunny blue sky i thought i will go through the day with some of my normal boring life until someone that i mean so much, give me a head start or maybe a sign or maybe i was just over reacting and i jump into conclusion^^. But in this situation, i sacrifice a friend of mine in order to hold the chance given, i feel sorry for him until this moment T.T hope he will understand me and help me out on this and i wont forget i promised^^. Since my blog have been exposed and i hope the exposing will not reach a particular person yet because i m not ready^^.

The Begining

Here i am sitting in front of my electronic partner, clearing my thoughts and exploring the past that i gone through all this while. I am not the writing type but trend pull me in and supported by my overflow of unused time(boring^^). As a starter for my blog, let me describe the my physical state as while as my in feel state. Physically i just recovered from my one month sick package which included flu, all type of cough which scared me to death when my doctor suspect i got `tibi` but i am not the lucky one^^ , fever and the must torturing is that i injured my back which haven`t fully recover until today T.T. As for my inner feeling, i am not denying that i got feel for someone, but some how this feeling is full of cloud and i cant make up my mind. If i dun make up my mind soon i think the consequences are lifetime regret^^. As for my surrounding, i have to adept two place in one year which i had no problem so far except for traveling time from one place to another T.T. Friends wise i confront minor problem adapting to my friends came from different background and lifestyle but this wont drag me down because i only holding on one thing, friend is friend. Ok enough of my long winded first post, stick with me if want to know my lastest up date^^.