It`s been awhile

Yup, It`s been awhile that i sit down and flash back what i have done and what are the feeling that walking along all this while. All this while was busy with confronting people and education as well, for example, lecture that promise my re quiz with open heart, turn the anger edge toward me and stab in right in front of my face T.T, 'What happen with this world mama, People live like they get no mama'. as for the education i m dawning in the sea of assignments, project and tests. So far so good for the test be work behind it was unbelievable T.T. As for my feeling update, i like chasing something that i not really i will get it, and the feeling of tired strike me again and again and keep pulling me down. But all sudden she seem care about me, i dunno this an other illusion of friends behavior or a sign given her that she really got feeling toward me, so the struggle continue to find that answer haizzz. 28 march approach closer, and i hope i bring back nice memory instant of memory that ghost me all this while and i dun care come from weather from friends or someone else i only that the best memory^^.